another night of dance

did the
hip
hop
thing again.
good times...hopefully
by the end of the semester
i will have it all
down and not
standing there or stumbling
around while the others
are hipping and hopping.

tomorrow will begin
with changes at work in my
department...
i hope it will all work
out, but it will
probably be
chaotic
in the beginning.

-3.2 for a total of 5.4

woo hoo....i was actually nervous to
weigh in
yesterday.
good results.
i'm on my way.

Hip Hop

so i took a hip hop class tonight with a friend.
it was at a church in Brentwood. it would actually
probably be nice to try that church one Sunday.
i really enjoyed it...

also, last week i joined Weight Watchers...again.
I am going to do this thing...
i lost 2.2 pounds this past week.
i think i will start blogging about this journey
each Tuesday.

things are looking up...

well....

not much happening right now
work it going well
cats are out of jail

there are a couple of churches
i am
going to try out
i think a friend from work
is gunna go with me....
that will be cool.
hopefully i will
figure out where to
go soon. i need to....

Profiles & headshots of my boys...

not the best pics in the world, but cute.

today...

i feel better...not so
drab. i have to
admit
that
going
back
to work has helped.
i guess just being around people...
next time i feel that way
i am going to experiment...i'm
going to go out
and do
something...
coffee
out to dinner with a friend/s
to a movie
so friends out there...i
may be calling you to
participate in my
experiment...hee hee haw haw haw

New Year 2007

my drab mood has
following me into
the new year.
totally not excited
about going to
work tomorrow.
i could stay home
for another week...
but that's not going to happen...must make money...
i feel like i'm so unhappy
in all areas of my life
because of how i look...my weight...
{there i said it}
i know, i know...i'm the only
one who can make the changes...
i know i can do it...i've done it before
i was almost there...then i let it all come back
it scares me that i will not be able to "keep it off."
i haven't been able to do so before. once my goal
for getting the weight off is over...so are all
my efforts. Or my unhappiness could be
from not going to church lately. where do i go?
then i also want to hide from the world...hide from
my life...from living...because of my weight. i think i will
be so happy when i'm at my goal weight...i'll go to a new church
and make new friends...i'll go out more...i'll be more confident.
but i probably shouldn't wait to live my life until i loose all this
weight. today i had the thought that i am only taking up space....